||TRAPDOOR|| a dark m/m love story by Vixen Phillips

 

Music for the Muse butterfly

 

Below is a list of songs that inspired the story of Trapdoor. The links go to the music videos for each song (or they should; sometimes youtube is broken :P).


Garbage - #1 Crush

No other way to describe it except to say that it underscores the feelings behind the novel perfectly.

Youssou N'Dour & Neneh Cherry - 7 Seconds

Evokes images of the key parental roles in the novel: Juliette after the birth of her son, and Raven becoming a father to his.

The Boys Next Door - Shivers

An oft-referenced song throughout the novel, particularly the line, “I’ve been contemplating suicide”.

New Order - True Faith

The title of this song was also used as the title of one of the book’s chapters. Very much about Raven.

Smashing Pumpkins - Ava Adore

For the moments when love crosses the line into obsession. Also referenced during the novel.

Mr Mister - Broken Wings

For a feeling of what happens to Raven and Pegasus after the end of the story.

Suzanne Vega - Blood Makes Noise

Also used as a chapter title in the book. A glimpse into what goes on inside Pegasus’s head much of the time.

Nine Inch Nails - Hurt

Perfect enough for Raven’s moments of darker insight (and the author’s as well).

Garbage - Milk

The wish that lies within the heart of the story, and in the love between Raven and Pegasus.

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - The Mercy Seat

A ‘Raven in a mood to embrace Death’™ song.

Duran Duran - Come Undone

Begins to evoke those feelings that come over the characters, especially Raven, towards the end of the book.

Frente! - Bizarre Love Triangle

Both this version, and the original by New Order, are songs for Pegasus.

When I find you again, I will lay you down on the soft sand by our ocean 
and cover your soul with my wings and kisses.

Kisses are feathers.

My wings are very strong.